well, for the most part... i think the days are passing in a blink of an eye, and the time i spend lazing around gets longer and longer... which is bad... definately bad... i'm not supposed to be slacking... but studying...

the debate... THBT today's youths are pampered... opp. meaning... we have a slight chance of winning... maybe if i throw bombastic words around... the pro. might not have any idea what i'm talking about and lose! fat hope...

screw everything! let me tell ya something... valentine's day is coming and i must say that v-day is a day which i do not enjoy... hahaha... y? nonono... not because i dun have someone to celebrate it with and am jealous of those who have... but on that day, i sometimes question the sincerity of those who give gifts to those they love. sure, if u r giving gifts to your friend.... i have nothing to say. but truly, is it not the true meaning of v-day to give your heart and not just gifts which may seem materialistic?

i often get gifts from the guides and i appeaciate that a lot. after all, can anyone say with absolute truth that they wish not to receive gifts? no one can. and following that, would someone tell me what is the best gift in the world? is it the faith people have in the world? is it the hope that the world is a place full of joy? or is it just the understanding that you make a difference in a person's life?

surely, in your days where you meet friends and other people, your life HAS got to touch a person's soul and that when you go to bed at night, there's someone thinking of you and is glad that you were there to change something you your life? normally, i wun be that mushy or whatever you wish to call it, but i'll be more funky and just plain crazy... i dun like to go and probe deeper into things that have no answer or are hard to answer. but right now, it seems right to question my existance... and if i've truly made a difference in someone's life. now...

"At the point of time in my life when i realise the true meaning and joy of life, i also realise the extent of death".

think about it. it's only at the point when you realise that you've got not much time left in the world, do you begin to truly appeaciate life.